What a month X_x

Okay, a long time since my last entry, but with good reason.

Basically around about 2 months ago i started getting minor pains in my body, which i presumed was just a minor injury like a pulled muscle or something.

I went to hospital and the doctors over 4 weeks because the pain was getting more and more intense by the day, as i mentioned before i was even collapsing at work.

Well around 4 weeks ago i had an unbelieveable amount of pain around my body, but my manager wouldnt let me go home due to staff shortages.

Towards the end of the day, even though it was sunny and warm, i started shivering uncontrolably

My mother came to pick me up and took me to the doctors, on the way there i went from shivering cold to boiling hot.

The doctor examined me and gave me a note, saying to go straight to hospital.

My parents took me to the hospital where i was in agony while waiting to be seen.

When i was finnaly seen, my temperature was 40 degrees, they decided to keep me in overnight, so they put a needle in my hand to put antibiotics through my body.

My mother stayed with me, and said they put about 5 bottles of antibiotics through me over the cource of the night.

the day after the dpctpr came to examin me, and after alot of pain, he said we need to get you down to surgery asap.

Within the hour i was under the knife.

The original plan was to drain the absess that had formed on my body that was full of infection, but after actually starting the operation they discovered that that was only the surface.

Apparently that absess had created a tunnel through my body fat and created a larger absess (About 4x bigger) elsewere in my body, which had been storing te infection for 5 weeks.

So they cut out the absess near the surface, then placed a tube into the tunnel and drained the infection from the bigger absess.

When the doctor came around later he said he had no idea how i walked in alive, the infection in the larger absess had been allowed to remain inside the large absess for weeks, and had aparently grown into a kind of poison, that each time i sat down, was being flushed through my body, hence what was causing me to collapsse and have high temperatures.

I think the scaryest thing was when he said i was days away from death….

If i hadnt been seen when i was, it could have all been over for me….

So i stayed in hospital for 3 days before they let me come home.

While at home i cant really do much, i lay on my bed or the couch 80% of the day due to me being so weak right now.

After a week my parents went and bought me the new lap;top ive been saving for because they were so proud of how i handled everything and what i went through.

So my days are spent watching tv, dvds and playing games while my absess wound heals up.

Then last week was a horrible event.

I woke up at 3am feeling uncomfortable, and decided i needed to go to the bathroom.

While im stood there i got a strong pain in my chest, as i looked up outside the window at the street light, my vision faded away till i went completely blind, i was so scared i was covered in a cold sweat, then my hearing went and all i could hear was like a howling wind.

I was to terrified to even shout for help, or maybe i did but just couldnt hear it…

I managed to feel my way back to my bed, and i collapsed on it, after several minutes, my senses returned and i just lay there wondering what had hapened.

My mother came in and after telling her what happened, she got really worried and decided to stay with me.

2 hours later i was woken up by my mother crying and my dad shouting in pain.

When i got up and went to their room my dad was laying on the ground motionless, not even breathing….

My mother put him in the recovery position while i called an ambulance.

My mother managed to revive him and the ambulance decided to take him to hospital, because hed thrown up a ton of blood before stopping breathing.

The ambulance ride was hell for me because i hadnt sat up for weeks since the operation, so it took alot out of me, but i was worried about my father.

They checked him over and gave him a blood transfusion to make up for everything he lost, and hes now home with medication to keep him stable till they find out whats wrong.

As for me this Friday is my birthday, and im back at hospital next tuesday for a checkup

I feel like ive grown as a person because of all this.

All the problems i had before seem so trivial now compared to this, i feel like ive changed and grown as a person, i guess i faced my mortality after facing death and walking away, guess you could say its my awakening as a person.

So yeah thats my month, my familys getting all the luck lately =/

Ive been doing the new zaishen bounties and missions in gw to help pass the time, im trying to save zaishen coins to buy a heavy equipment pack for storage.

Anyway ive typed enough for now, just awaiting my birthday and my recovery, cant believe ive been off work for nearly 4 weeks….

Hope everyones doing well, stay safe everyone

- Chris